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I’m telling you all of this because I believe that it is critical to find a safe place to tell your truth to people who will completely get it. Augmentin coupon, If you can find the courage to walk into some kind of recovery meeting, that’s probably the best way. But if you can’t, for whatever reason, 40mg Augmentin, at least keep reading these blogs and join the BFB group (you can do it anonymously) and read the posts and know that you can tell the truth there, when or if you are ready. Augmentin australia, (It doesn’t mean you’ll end up having to go to AA, if that’s a roadblock for you. There are other paths to sobriety, and some people find that they can learn to moderate their drinking. I’m choosing AA because I’ve seen it work for others, for people who have been where I’ve been and now have the kind of life I desperately want.).

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Posted by Stefanie Wilder Taylor on June 16, 2012 8:52 amDon't Get Drunk Friday5 comments  

5 Comments

  1. Christie Tate said,

    Freaking incredible. This is helpful and amazing and helps me in my recovery. Bravo.

    June 16, 2012 @ 7:13 pm

  2. a. said,

    Stephanie – Thanks so much for posting these stories. I’m attending meetings regularly but the talk of recovery that I hear on podcasts (yours, Jay Mohr’s, Paul Gilmartin’s) is really helpful – anything that makes me feel like I’m not on this recovery journey alone is such a comfort. I think we need more open and honest talk about alcoholism. I’m in my mid 30s now, but I started drinking as an 18 year old sorority girl. Yeah, we had ‘alcohol education’ but it was just to check a box and say that we had done it – there wasn’t real honest talk about what happens if you keep binge drinking for 15 years!
    Anyway, just wanted to say thank you for what you do!

    June 17, 2012 @ 8:17 pm

  3. a. said,

    and please ignore the part in my comment above where i misspelled your name.
    hear that? it’s me banging my head on my desk.

    June 17, 2012 @ 9:10 pm

  4. nnkato said,

    thank you Karen Thank you.

    June 18, 2012 @ 5:38 pm

  5. June said,

    Thank you Karen. Glad to hear you have found a path. Thank you for sharing that there are many options.
    Best wishes on your journey.

    June 24, 2012 @ 9:29 pm

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