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Posted by Stefanie Wilder Taylor on January 15, 2010 7:38 am • Don't Get Drunk Friday,Drinking • 20 comments
Caroline Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 1:16 pm
Thank you for sharing this, Anna! It is hard to go in the rooms and see people who are so different from where you are . . . and it is easy to get into thoughts of, “At least *I* didn’t . . . ” The day that I realized that I was JUST like that person who drank for 40 years before getting sober, I realized that I was EXACTLY where I belonged, and that I have much to learn from the oldtimers AND the newcomers. It made it MUCH easier.
Anyway, that is my experience at least. Yours was much better said, though.
.-= Caroline´s last blog ..Dear Bitlet . . . At Your Grandmother’s =-.
beth aka confusedhomemaker Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 3:18 pm
Thank you for sharing more about your experiences. Healing is a powerful thing.
.-= beth aka confusedhomemaker´s last blog ..What NOT to Ask Your Professor =-.
surcey Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 3:26 pm
Ah, the first-person experience from Anna, direct and fast, finally. Love it. Thank you for sharing. This feels real and direct.
Kir Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 3:37 pm
thanks for Sharing Anna.
I feel the way about my weight loss, I am joining WW next week..and I hate knowing that I have to, that I have something in common with “Those” people too..but I know that the accountability is what I need. And so I’ll do it.
your story really spoke to me on so many levels.
robin Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 4:36 pm
Thanks for sharing Anna, you do sound spunky! I LOVE going to my AA meetings now. They are a lot of fun and it’s a good “me” time to get out of the house. Plus, they help and get me through my moments of weakness. And I totally agree on those moments where I don’t think I have a problem anymore, I need to remind myself my brain works differently when it comes to alcohol.
Brooke Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 5:09 pm
Thank you Anna. I am ‘arms crossed feet planted, to the ground,’ not ready to go to meetings. But your words are encouraging…
.-= Brooke´s last blog ..On Laughter =-.
Brooke Reply:
January 15th, 2010 at 5:10 pm
that comma is so very misplaced…
.-= Brooke´s last blog ..On Laughter =-.
Ellie Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 5:51 pm
Thank you for your honesty, Anna! Although my drinking career (I was a daily drinker at the end – around the clock) is different than yours, I had the obsession, blackouts and shame, too. Your post shows that there are all kinds of ways to drink, but that alcoholics all have the common thread of the obsession about alcohol, the life chaos and disruption, and the feeling of being sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I was also resentful – VERY resentful – of meetings when I first started going. It wasn’t until I opened up to the phenomenal people (mostly women) around me that my life really started getting better. Today I can’t imagine my life without them. Great post!
-Ellie
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Diana Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 6:27 pm
Nicely done Anna. I still have some resistance to AA, though I have long since accepted that my similarities far outweigh my differences to the guests of those meetings. I may not attend often (or often enough), but I am always glad AA is there for me and for anyone else who needs it. The good news is that the same stubborness that keeps me from fulling embracing the program prevents me from taking a drink as well.
Amy is A.D.D. Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 7:25 pm
Thanks for sharing! Wonderful story and really makes me go hmmmmm. I’m not an every day drinker either but when I do drink, I go out drinking everything in sight (including the mouthwash) until I’m blacked out and have pissed all over myself. I have fought the thought of AA for a while and this just reinforces that fact that I need to get my ass to a meeting, STAT.
rebecca Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 8:09 pm
Happy Friday!!
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anna Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 8:29 pm
Thanks for all the nice things you guys have said. I don’t go to enough meetings these days, these replies are kind of reminding me of this. I think this post series is a great idea, Stefanie!
.-= anna´s last blog ..The First Other Anna =-.
Jack Said,
January 15, 2010 @ 10:59 pm
Stories like these are important. I know more than a few friends of Bill and they all talk about how much it helped to hear others speak about their experience.
.-= Jack´s last blog ..If I Was a Professional Blogger =-.
Lisa Rae @ smacksy Said,
January 16, 2010 @ 1:39 am
Stefanie – You know lots of cool drunks.
Anna – Thanks for sharing your story.
For me, the key to long term sobriety is to just keep doing the same things I learned how to do in early sobriety – the meetings, the calls, the sponsor, the steps. That stuff doesn’t change. My experience with working the steps is that, in the same way I’ve heard yoga described, it doesn’t get easier it just gets deeper.
.-= Lisa Rae @ smacksy´s last blog ..Seriously? =-.
jenni Said,
January 16, 2010 @ 1:47 am
Well, done, Anna. Great post.
Mommy on the Spot Said,
January 18, 2010 @ 8:01 pm
Thanks so much for sharing! Addiction is such a tricky thing, and it can be so different for each person. Thaks again!
.-= Mommy on the Spot´s last blog ..I *heart* Aunt Becky! =-.
maggie, dammit Said,
January 18, 2010 @ 8:47 pm
Anna, this is awesome. It’s so important to see all the different ways this disease manifests–the danger comes when you can tell yourself that being a drunk looks a certain way, and that it’s completely opposite of the way you look. Thank you for illustrating that so beautifully here today. xo
Bridget Said,
January 19, 2010 @ 7:16 pm
Great post. Thanks Anna.
In a tribute to ‘not drinking’ my husband and I are “faking” a shot while watching the new “The Bachelor”. It’s actually just as fun. You know, whenever someone says “awesome” and “journey”?
However we are considering adding “I’m here to find love” since all the drama is getting on our nerves.
Adrianne Reply:
January 20th, 2010 at 6:34 pm
don’t forget “amazing.”
small house plans Said,
January 20, 2010 @ 9:07 am
Thanks for sharing a wonderful experience to us. Healing is a nice thing to do. It makes you free from the hassles and stresses.